I have my own reasons....

Hello and Assalamualaikum peeps.

Yeah I have my own reasons why I should end our relationship ( you know, me with him )

Clearly, we never discuss about this since I made a decision to ignore all the messages that I got from him. I am so mean!

It is like I'm running from the 'PROBLEM' that I'm having right now. There is nothing wrong with our relationship. ( in people opinions ) but there is something wrong with our relationship. Either it was from him or me.

I remember the first time he asked me to be his girlfriend and I accepted it happily. I was super excited. I smiled almost every second of that day because of too happy. We texted almost everyday. I sacrificed a little bit by buying a new celcom number so it would be a little cheaper when we're texting. I was the only one who started every conversation.

One day my celcom number was missing ( actually accidently thrown by my sister ) after I exchanged my phone to the maxis number ( yeah I had only one phone on that time ). I told him about it and my expectation he would not mind to change his number.So its kinda his turn. But unfortunately, he seemed not care about it. He kept with his business. I realized a little bit, does he really love me? okay maybe he had no money to buy a new one. It was okay for me.

After that little incident, we texted occasionally. A month later, means our first monthsary, I wished it to him. I said thanks for being nice throughout our relationship. And he said same much pretty things to me.

I thought he would remember our next monthsary. But he did not. So I wished again. You see, how is this relationship going to work if I were the one who started everything first?! For me it seems unfair! Every conversation we went to, he never asked me how am I doing and stuffs like that. I dont get it what did he wants form our relationship? I mean come on, does he feels good just because he has girlfriend ( on title ) meanwhile his girlfriend doesnt feel like she's being loved my him?!

To be honest, I am not a kinda girl who is very lovely and stuffs. you know what I'm saying right? What I'm trying to say here, I dont feel he appreciates the existence of me in his life. Sad isnt it? But that is the truth.

Dont get me wrong here. He is such a nice man, and I love to be his friend. but to be his girlfriend, I dont think so. I had made a very wrong decision by being his girlfriend. I love if we stand more to friend, not more than this. Well I guess we are not meant to be. I am not the right woman to be with him. I dont deserve to be with him..

As a Muslim, love to Allah is the priority. Love after marriage is more blessed. Thank you for spending your time on here. I rarely talk about our love relationship, so I guess this the end. Have a nice day :)

I'm back!

wow It has been a long time since I havent write anything new in this blog! how are you doing readers?

Obviously, I was busy with SPM 'stuffs'. Ahak! I meant I was busy studying studying studying and making a very strong preparation for the BIG EXAMINATION. Alhamdulillah, 7 subjects were 'happily' finished and now I have 2 subjects left, Chemistry and Biology. Oh god give me strength!

Now its 12.54 in the morning. I am not sleeping yet. Yeah I know I should be studying right now instead of wasting time on the internet. sigh I know o_O but my brain just cannot focus on the thing named BOOK. hahahah! LOL just kidding!

yeah and starting from today, I will make myself little bit rajin la kan to keep updating my blog. hehe insya-Allah :)

HIM

priceless :)

yeah I'm not single

assalamualaikum and hey everyone!


tiba tiba hari ni datang mood untuk update blog ada something nak cerita. :D


aku selalu jugak la pakai cincin tu time jalan jalan sebab ianya cantik dan sesuai untuk aku.ok the point aku tulis kali ni bukan sebab cincin tu, tapi nak cakap yang aku ni no longer single. atau dalam erti kata lain aku sudah berpunya.


ye ye memang aku dah berpunya!  macam mana nak cakap ye? haahhh aku dah ada boyfriend! dan aku memang over the moon hari ni (8/0/12) sebab Luqman tanya aku sudi ke tak dia menjadi sebahagian dari hidup aku. and my answer of course lah YES! 


dan sejujurnya, aku ni bukan seorang yang romantik apatah lagi manja2 seperti banyak kekasih2 diluar sana sering melakukan. bagi aku bila kita menjalin hubungan dengan seseorang tu, tidak kepura puraan tu sangat penting. aku pegang prinsip tu sampai bila2. aku lebih suka kalau orang tu suka dengan diri aku sebenar bukan dari paras rupa ke apa ( wohoiii bajet muka cun!)


ye ye dia cakap dia suka kat aku sebab aku lain daripada lain. and I'm not 100% sure bout that. yes! sebab we are human being and we all do same things! am I right? hahah. ok ok it's okay.


and my promise here, I'll try my best to be faith and not to cheat on you. and I hope our relationship will be long last because you know, aku ni memang susah nak ada hubungan yang serius dengan seseorang yang berlainan jantina daripada aku. peace!

ke arah kerjaya

assalamualaikum dan hye!


first of all I am sorry for being lazy from updating my blog. actually it is not because I was lazy, but I was too bust studying *gile lah nampak sangat menipu haha!


pada Jumaat minggu lepas, ada seorang penceramah datang ke sekolah kami namanya Cik Wan dari Kolej PTPTL dimana tempat akak aku belajar dulu. cermah dia mengenai arah untuk menuju kerjaya. dia cakap kalau nak jadi seseorang, kita kena tetapkan langkah kita sekarang jugak. bukan tunggu result spm keluar.


and seriously aku pun tak tahu nak jadi apa. aku memang nak sangat jadi veterinar. dan aku ambil sains tulen kat sekolah tapi aku tak mampu nak bawa mp biology tu sebab aku sangat malas membaca and susah nak pahamkan. sad kan?


dan mama aku suruh aku masuk polis sebab aku ni aktif sangat dalam kadet polis kan. and after that dia cakap lepas habis rekrut sambung la belajar. dan abah aku pulak suruh aku ambik masscom (betul ke ejaan nih) dekat UiTM lendu sebab dekat je dengan rumah.


so sekarang ni aku tak tau la. ya Allah, besar juga masalah aku ye :(

home made pizza

last night, sedang aku and diana sibuk menjahit kain, tiba tiba diana ajak buat pizza. bayangkanlah time tu pukul 10 tak silap aku. then kitorang buat dengan bahan yang ada kat dapur tu. nak sangat makan pizza kan. kat sini mana boleh calling calling pizza hut. jauh bebenor..




usually kitorang pakai base pizza yang dah siap , tapi kali ni takdak, so kena buat sendiri.

untuk sos tomato sebagai lapisan pertama, kitorang pakai sos brand prego la, berperisa cendawan.

lapisan kedua kitorang letak bawang putih n besar yang telah ditumis

lapisan ketiga kitorang bubuh sosej ayam yang telah digoreng terlebih dahulu. last sekali bubuh serbuk oregano and lada putih sedikit.

and dalam 10 minit dalam oven, inilah hasilnya

ni Diana punya, memang buruk. hahahah!

dan aku punya??

ok, aku punya cantik sikit daripada Diana ye. harap maklong ;')

something that I forgot to tell you alls

AKU PERGI MENEMBAK KADET POLIS PERINGKAT NEGERI WOOII! 

CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  :')

Umbai, Melaka

semalam ke Umbai di Melaka. sapa tau tempat tu?


umbai tu berdekatan dengan muar tapi terletak di melaka. then apa yang special sangat umbai ni? ok bagi sape yang tak tau, umbai ni treletak berhampirang dengan laut, and for sure kalau dah dekat dengan laut, makanan seafood of course lah awesome!


 tempat kitorang pilih ialah Nakhoda Seafood yang terletak di medan ikan bakar. banyak gile makanan yang kita order, and harganya agak murah daripada yang biasa. mungkin gambar gambar di bawah membawa seribu cerita.

tempat untuk pilih2

sotong goreng tepung

ikan 3 rasa

ketam masak cili

kupang masak cili

udang butter

kailan ikan masin.

mouth watering kan?? harganya murah dan apa yang korang jangkakan jauh lebih murah. dijamin fresh dan segar sebab aku and abah selalu kena serang alergik lepas makan seafood, tapi kali ni tak! AWESOME KAN?

#btw, gambar semua aku ambil di google sebab gambar gambar semua dalam camera jibah :)

tusyen wawasan

selepas membaca blog si Sabila, tiba tiba aku rasa nak update pasal kelas tusyen aku.


tusyen kat wawasan memang awesome satu sebab cikgu cikgu awesome giler terutama sekali cikgu add math, cikgu Habsah. AWSOME! kedua sebab kawan kawan dari smuj pun best! dulu ingat lagi first month dekat wawasan, ada empat kerat je student, sekarang ni lebih dari sepuluh orang. best! and by the time, aku sudah mempunyai ramai kawan iaitu, vee, mimi qilah, syikin, haziq, and luqman. budak sabila ni tak habis habis kata aku ada chemistry dengan si luqman! merepek je! yang shasha pulak lagi jauh pemikiran dia, sampai boleh cakap. "KALAU LUQMAN AJAK KAU COUPLE, NAK TAK? DIA TU OKAY PE.". hahahha aku tak sangka shasha boleh pikir begitu jauh. hebat la kau shasha!


itu sahaja. :)

last year christmas gift

tak tau la sapa punya kerja kan. btw, that is yen. cute kan??? :)

good job Mina! keep it up!

semalam dapat paper add math, chemistry, english and mathematic modern. and here the marks i managed to get.


add math- 37%
chemistry-53%
english-60% ?????!
math-73%


so far semua pass tapi what's wrong with my english? entahlah, kawan2 semua hebat hebat belaka sampai ramai dapat A. ok cemburu :(


add math meningkat daripada tahun lepas. yeay! sama juga dengan math. yeay again! yang aku tak percaya sekarang chemistry aku naik gile! seriously, tahun lepas aku pernah lulus chemistry sekali je tu pun cukup cukup makan. aku rasa syukur sangat sangat sebab markah ni menaikkan semangat aku! hehe


so, aku harap next punya ujian, aku akan berusaha dengan lebih gigih sebab aku kecewa dengan markah english aku. and also soalan biology yang aku banyak tak dapat jawab! peace!

muka tak bersalah dapat chemist 53% :)

you see! what I've done!

just in a day, my comment on a video has been voted for 102 times! and I am so proud of it! :)

dapat nephew baru!

Muhammad Danish Farhan

born on 27th February 2012

welcome to the world honey! :)

JOM MASUK U!

yes jom masuk U kawan kawan.
btw, kenapa kita perlu masuk u? u know, university or college or etc.


I actually do not know the right answers for that, but I think it is because our country,nation,religion want the best from us so they asked us to study from little until forever. so that our knowledge become richer and richer. by having a lot of knowledge, no one can easily fooled us. understand?


and today I joined a programme named JOM MASUK U at Teluk Kemang, Port Dickson. I was kinda excited because I thought I could ask so many questions everything about course yang kita nak kan. tapi I was kinda disappointed sebab dalam khemah tertutup tu so crowded gile babeng! jalan pun bukaan langkah seinci seinci je.

And because of too crowded, aku and azreen went off and got some peaceful place. bagi aku, tempat yang diadakan sangat tak sesuai and so not fair and square!! you see, crowded kan??

having fun near the beach :)

and of course for more photos, just check out my facebook. adios~

I'm in love

hye guys. korang pasti kenal Arthur Pendargon kan? oh his real name is Bradley James. ok sesiapa yang suka tonton cerita Merlin mesti dah jatuh cinta dengan dia. I AM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM!

oneday ketika aku tengah lepak lepak dalam kelas dengan kawan kawan, aku terus terperasan seseorang tu macam muka bradley ni. and aku ya allah, kenapa nih?? dan sekarang aku rasa macam dah start suka kat dia. OHMEYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

and no one knows so far. kalau sesiapa baca blog ni, ok diorang dah dapat satu informasi hangat!

untuk tatapan terakhir :) 

SUMBER : GOOGLE IMAGES

how are you doing peeps?

ya allah lamanya tak update blog kan?!


why ahh??


hahahah aku pun tak tahu la. mungkin sebab malas. maybeeee. btw, I miss gile gile bila mood rajin meng-update tu datang. and last aku dapat mood rajin nak update blog hari time aku form 2. rindunya :))))

wah tidak! tak mungkin! apa nak jadih nih?!

assalamualaikum and hey hello there ( a very good start. hihi :p)


recently, i always got no money in pocket. and this because i quit my part time job which is cedok air kat pasar malam and pasar tani. to be true, aku bukan dibayar banyak pun sampai mampu beli banglo besar, tapi sebagai duit tambahan untuk beli beli bila keluar jalan jalan ke, bayar duit kelas aerobik ke. ohhh i miss that moment!


tapi sekarang dah berubah la! nak belanja belanja sangat pun susah, asyik kena buat muka seposen je depan abah, tu pun kalau dapat la kan. and now, i'm facing a problem which is my money is not enough to pay this month aerobic class. i wish somebody sudi nak tolong :p


the point aku tulis semua ni nak bagi peringatan bahawa pandai pandai la simpan duit bila ada duit nanti. jangan spend duit yang korang ada tu melebih-lebih. nanti jadi macam aku!

pernah ada pengalaman bersembang dengan mat saleh?

pernah?


ok hello there.
pagi pagi ni aku nak share sedikit tentang pengalaman aku bersembang dengan mat saleh or omputih la kan.


aku masih ingat time aku masih kecil, 4 tahun, abah aku bawa aku pergi jalan jalan ke kuala kangsar bersama keluarga angkat kami yang datang dari Australia. to be truth, aku ni bukan jenis yang hidup dalam family yang memang dari kecik cakap english kan. so sepanjang masa tu aku diam and pegang je tangan sesape yang bimbing aku including la keluarga angkat aku.


then when i was 5 years old, my family went to sydney,Australia for jalan jalan and we spent at there for about three weeks. and that was the nicest greatest wonderful experience ever! and fyi, there were only three word i knew to say iaitu YES NO and NICE. hahaha funny! i faced a proble0 in the flight, which is i locked in the bathroom ( i was crying and shouting like hell) until one of the beautiful pramugari saved me. hahahah so funny kan?


and one day, 2 years ago, i followed abah to his friend's house, keith, for a meeting. while waiting abah to finish his meeting, lot of things happened. Keith's wife talked to me a lot and of course talked to her back. we were chit chatting about many things. in the same time, i can feel that my english was the worst ever! seriously!
and second time i went to their house, i've got the chance to talk to her daughter, cassidy. there was some words yang kitorang susah nak paham. just a few, actually one word, very obvious.


kalau korang baca balik apa yang aku tulis ni, english aku tak bagus manakan hebat. tapi kenapa mesti tulis dalam bi. so??  

cassidy muir

kepada readers sekalian, sesungguhnya korang tak payah malu kalau nak berbahasa inggeris pun. sebab mat saleh ni bukan kesah sangat pun kalau grammar kita tunggang langgang. orang kita ni je asyik pandang rendah kat kita sebab kita cakap broken english. tapi dalam education, jangan kau buat camtu pulak. belajar sementara kita ada peluang. takkan sampai bila2 kita nak cakap broken english? untuk permulaan, takpe teruskan perjuangan anda!

what do you think about beauty?

hello there.

if someone tanya korang "adakah awak rasa awak cantik?" what would you say?

ok what if i say i look beautiful in this picture?

over and over

hello there.


this is maybe my 4th or 5th blog. i dont know. and seperti biasa, aku kena mulakan semula. yooohoo so excited!